When I was very young I had problems like other young people had.
In my case, mostly it was my parents’ things.
It was really depressing when my parents’ relationship went wrong.
I felt so helpless.
Sometimes I wanted to escape from this planet.
Planet full of battles, anger, hatred, anxieties..
Of course I didn’t regard my life that way all the time.
I used to be pessimistic about everything sometimes.
It was so hard to imagine having a wonderful future.
But I wanted to become tough so as to pave the way for my future.
Now I know, I’m already in the future of my struggling past.
I don’t know if my present days are wonderful or not.
But I am so lucky and happy to realize :
“Life is full of miracle. Everything is miracle.”
Yes, of course everyone knows it already.
As for me, it took many years to understand this notion through many experiences (good and bad).
Anyway, before it becomes lengthy, I want to say this…
“Life will never be hell as long as wonderful music exist.
I am so grateful to all the musicians who saved me from miserable days. “